i need time to rest...

i have to make a decision. its for my own good.. i never thought i would become this kind of girl- w.e.a.k! please azieeeeeeeeeee....wake up! he doesn't really love uuuuuuu. u're the one who cried over him.. ur tears aren't worth for him..
i'm blessed.. dikurniakan mama yg baik dlm dunia ni.. she'll stand by me whenver i need her.. oh God, i love my mama so much....! papa pon! ... huhuu... i really miss my family right now...

so far..

tongue tied- faber drive

bring cold silver moon,
tonigt alone in my room
u were here just yesterday
slight turn of the head
eyes down when u said,
i guess i need my life to change..
seems like something's just
aren't the same..
what could i say?

i need a little more luck than a
little bit,
cuz everytime i get stuck the
words won't fit,
and everytime that i try i get
tongue tied
i'll need a little good luck to get me by..
i need a little more help than a little bit,
like the perfect one word no
one's heard yet,
cuz everytime that i try, i get
tongue tied,
i need a little good luck
to get me by this time..
i stare up at the stars,
i wonder just where u are,
u feel a million miles away..
was it something i said?
or something i never did?
or was i always in the way?
could someone tell me what
to say to just make u stay..?

i know it feels like the end,
don't want to be here again,
and we could help each other off
the ground
so we never fall down again
what it takes i don't care,
we're gonna make it i swear,
and we could help each other
off the ground
so we never fall down again..again

hi!

hi everybody!

finally i have my own blog! weee, for me!

there was someone blogging about me b4. i think he just being obsessed with me, i suppose? hahah. nah, he just a friend of mine..pretty weird, but yeahh.. past is past..

i'm gonna start a new chapter of my life..

gosh! can't wait for 2009! 2008.. its just a year of shit...